It is tempting at low moments to look back and read old blog posts. I don’t know whether it’s a need for comfort, a search for validation or perhaps a sense that I need a reminder of how this world is supposed to be shaping up.
Whatever the reason it is clearly not working, as I am sitting here again. The pattern of false starts and denial continues unabated, clarity and purpose remain elusive and it is starting to look rather like nothing is likely to change any time soon.
You may say that this is somewhat predictable and far from acceptable and I would struggle to argue with you.
So I will not go back. I will not dwell on my inadequate efforts thus far and will focus on what lies ahead. Honestly. You can hold me to it.